

One, Two, Threeone, two, three and they all love me i always wanted to fall in love always wanted to feel that tug deep inside my heartOne, Two, Three
i got my heart broken a lot kept going on, didn't get smart and then i found him; "the one" but it was unrequited love until it was too late
when he realized he loved me i'd decided to go free and i found another one and we shared our love until he broke his promises
when he came with apologies i pushed him away from me bound and determined to never
love again, single forever until i trippe
Pin-Up Doll

Hazel Eyesstaring out the window,Hazel Eyes
her shining hazel eyes watch the world pass by a tear slips down her cheek a lump in her throat her hand clutches a note
she lays her head on the phone begging him to come home the pillows are damp her arms ache for him his return is her one wish the world has stolen her man
staring out the window her clouded hazel eyes watch the world pass by a tear slips down her cheek a lump in her throat her hand clenched around
a letter that he wrote
the days pass by weeks and months are go


AnorexiaI sit and listen quietlyAnorexia
To your gentle screams No matter how hard you try This is going to be a dream
No matter how hard you close your eyes Or how quick you dry your tears I値l come after you I値l fill you with numerous fears
Running away won稚 help Neither will trying to hide I'll follow you wherever you go And you値l come back to me with lies
You say it won稚 get out of hand That you値l control it this time But both of us know the truth That you will never be fine
I知 the one you rely on I知 the thing for you


BulimiaGluttony grabs me at lightning speed, I feel at once that I must feed, Raiding the cupboards I stuff my face, Stomach filling, self disgrace, Rush into toilet, lock the door, Hands and knees now meet cold floor, Sink tap running to drown out sound, Will keep my secret, I cant be found, Head bent over the toilet seat, Punishment for all Ive had to eat, Fingers scrape the back of throat, Abruptly I begin to choke, Vomit coursing over tongue, Gasps for breath as head stays hung, Flush the toilet, wash evidence away, Back on the scales to check what IBulimia


AnorexiaAnorexiaAnorexia
Magazines and television
Model pretty girls
Their bodies perfect and so thin
Their hair all up in curls
I want to feel my skin, my bone
Changing into something beautiful
But sometimes I think looking like them
May take a miracle
I'll push around the corn and beans
All around my plate
Maybe I can convince them all
That I really ate.
I can see my bones now
Showing through my skin
Which has grown so very pale
Which has become so thin.
All I'll drink is water
And eat only cotton


AcidBreaking promises left and right. All I ask baby, is for one more trip tonight. Just enough to let me soar. Just enough and never more. Soon enough the colors change. Watch the world rearrange. My mind is like a caged bird set free. Oh baby, why won't you look at me? I know I hurt you, made a mess. But oh baby, how could I turn down the rest? This drug is like my antidote. Like our love, so neatly wrote. I tried baby, but I couldn't stop for you. Our "love" just isn't true. Nothing left worth fighting for. All I wanted was a little more. But that'sAcid
Great personal quote, also.
Very bitter.
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